I see you & you are loved and accepted. I see that you are laughing at some thing that you desire. You were laughing because you were uncomfortable or you were making fun of things that you don’t want to admit that you like. You are using shock value humor to make fun of the things that you desire. It is a defense mechanism. It is not some thing that you have to share with everyone. Only me. I am your safe space and I will never judge you. Exploring you helps me explore me. And exploring me is so important to my self growth and discovery. As I believe it should be for you. It will make you a more confident, well-rounded, and stronger person when you let down your guard and stop caring about what other people think. You don’t have to share what you desire with the world. Only with people that you feel safe with. Every novel experience is relevant for me. Help me help you. Let me take control. Let me push your boundaries. There is nothing to be ashamed of.
Saw a visitor wear panties for me. It was so incredibly hot. But he did not want to talk about it. He wanted to use shock value humor to test and see if I would abandon his desires and shame him. I sent him the picture above of one of my sissies who came to visit me after he left. His response was, “ LOL 😂”.
I understand that this response indicates that you are not ready to share. You are not ready to open up. And that is OK but I want to assure you that you are accepted and loved the way you are. I want you to come back if and when you are ready to push your boundaries further, and leave the confines of your mind that you were made to believe existed. Only you can decide when you are ready. It is not up to me to force you, unless you are giving me consent to do so. You are in the right place. You are safe.
With unconditional love,
Autumn Addison 💖
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