I have spent time with Autumn a few times now and we are getting to know each other better and better – you know, the wordless “knowledge” that two people gain of what makes each other feel good. We particularly enjoy holding each other and teasing each other into waves of pleasure. I have a love of feet and socks and Autumn is perfecting exactly the way I like to receive her feet as they slip out of her gym sneakers.
Last session was no exception to the joy of feeling her sitting on me and bringing her socked feet smothering to my face. Alternating that with her coming up to my face and bringing her to pleasure through her tights and then back to feet smothering was amazing. I love that combination and feeling of being surrounded. She exclaimed that it looked very sexy to her, especially when I also reached around and touched myself and I suggested she take some pictures. Her suggestion that I should write about what smothering means to me is something I thought I would enjoy putting words to. It is not something I have done before so bear with me while I find the right images to describe this.
To begin, for me, let me define smothering for me as something warm, loving, surrounding and close. Not to mention exciting and sensual. For me it is not about breath deprivation. Rather, it is about having her feet surrounding my nose so that only her aroma comes to me. My breath in draws air together with the lovely feel of her gym socks – white ones this time so that I could see the “wear” underneath. Other variants of this include her rubbing her feet over my face and around my nose, grabbing my nose with her big toe, slapping my face with her face and, best of all, putting more weight on her feet pushing down on my face and me resisting back – she very much in charge.
Then, when she brings herself up to my face I feel a similar excitement together with her strong thighs beside my face providing their own strength. This idea of submission is a turn on and I especially enjoy it because it brings her pleasure as well. Our “way” together is very much about expressing our pleasure with the other which makes our sessions about togetherness, tenderness and deep connection. In fact, last session she came many times this way.
So, what is the psychology behind this? I would imagine Autumn would have a few things to say about this, but for me it goes back to a babysitter experience as a kid. Briefly, Lindawould usually have had white kneesocks on out of worn sneakers, put me under a chair that she would sit on and have at it with my face. I remember at the time not wanting her foot attention to stop and when it did (or had to with someone coming into the house) I couldn’t wait until the next time when we would “play feet”. Thus, there was a secretive and almost prohibited nature to this which made it all the more breathless. I was told never to tell anyone about it.
This may sound odd to you, but for me, at that time in my life where love from my parents was conditional and rare, her feet on my face was an expression of love which I was dying to feel. I can’t remember what, if any, sexual component there might have been, because for me this has always been sexualized activity. Perhaps she just held me for long periods as well. It almost didn’t matter because it was more important to feel loved. To a kid, her feet must have seemed big, a characteristic I look for in a foot fetish partner, but hers covered my whole face and so I think that’s where the smothering feeling comes from. The smothering feeling then leads to a feel of loving connection which has then led to loving the whole person – but it starts with the feet first.
Love comes in so many variants and the idea of sock smotheringis the way I can feel a love which speaks deeply to my psyche. I am so incredibly grateful for Autumn that she gets this and for her amazing technique, which with my suggestions, is becoming intoxicating. It is beautiful, not hurtful; close and touching.
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