My first sexual experience was with other adolescent males, neighbourhood boys my own age; comparing our genitals, our erections, cut or uncut, touching and sucking each other. None of us ever ejaculated but it was a summer of exploring, and experiencing how enjoyable a mouth felt on our uninitiated cocks.
I don't think I'm alone in this right of passage. (Perhaps there's research to shed more light) Our hormones had kicked in, we were curious and wanted to know what sex felt like. At the time, I'm not sure the term homosexual was even in our expanded vocabulary, other than using it to bully another male by calling them a faggot, as a sign that they weren't a jock. We were friends, and had played for hours in the back forest all our lives while growing up. It was also for just one summer. When school hit, and we became keenly aware that girls were much more attractive and although unattainable (unless you were older than them) we never returned to considering each other as a sexual partner.
As I reflect back on that short time of bi-sexploration, I think all of us have that desire or curiousity to intimately explore our own sex, at some point in our lives.
I ultimately desire intimacy with a female, and to concentrate on her, although the thought of pleasuring a male with my mouth along with a female in the mix could be highly erotic and sensual. The right company, the right time.
Aaron
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